Lupus and TTC

I am happy to report that I have been feeling terrific lately in terms of my Lupus.  I have not had any recent flares and my energy level has been up.  However, my husband and I are TTC and I seem to be having some difficulty.  I know I am high risk so I guess I am also a little scared.  I am constantly questioning my body now.  Everyone keeps telling me to be patient and I am trying really hard but it is driving me mad.  I want more than anything to have a beautiful, healthy, happy baby without any complications.  Wish me luck!